I got out the paperwork that the doctor sent to me to review over a month ago. I stuffed it into a drawer and refused to read it. But today I got it out. One thing I did like was a website they sent me to with a very detailed animation that told us what to expect. The only part I hated listening to was the risks. I know there are risks but I kinda like to “forget” about them.
Yesterday my daughter was in her bedroom with her daddy and I was on the couch with Maddi and I was listening to them talk. I got an overwhelming feeling, like what if I never hear her voice again. I know it’s awful to think that way but it crossed my mind. I think I’d just loose it! To be honest this blog has been a good outlet for me! I will keep you guys posted. I know all will turn out well! We will accept any prayers!! :o)